[He doesn't actually think that, but he's angry and he's angry he's been involved with Bull now, and you've been mooning over him being taken now--]
[Collapses onto the bench with a sharp breath again, head in his hands, shaking a little]
It doesn't matter. I was involved with one and wanted to be involved with the other. That won't change. [Dragging his hands over his face, back over his hair and digging his nails into his neck, head bowed and staring down at the ground, still too agitated to really articulate his thoughts]