[Looks quite sad and hurt when he's grabbed like that, but knows this isn't about him. Sorry, his concerns are much more narrow: he's simply upset he's been with someone who is involved with a man who'd hurt Porthos so much.]
It's not like it doesn't matter to me. It's-- We got along just fine, he was kind and-- [and smart and great?] I can't believe he'd accept someone like that.