[But it grounded him. But it was his connection to 'his' Dorian -- and he loves the Dorian who is here, how could he not, when that's the Dorian he fell in love with in the first place? but it's not the same, and trying to be the version of 'Bull' that this Dorian needs, to not miss too much, to not want too much -- it's all a lot, and the necklace grounded him, and he needs to be grounded, he's always needed to be grounded...]
[He knows he doesn't need it, but -- he wants it. He needs it. He wants it.]