No, it certainly isn't. [Ciel agrees, small hand getting blood all over Sebastian's wrist when he grips it. Feebly grips it, anyway. Any movement is getting harder to do. And yet, a morbid part of Ciel can't help but wonder:] And if I should die, what will you do?
[It's not in Ciel's nature to say things like "go on without me" or "live your life to the fullest", mainly because Ciel is selfish and obsessive enough to wish Sebastian eternal misery without him, should he not make it.]