... But yeah. I get it. Look, we started this -- whatever it is or was not for any romantic reasons. [They didn't exactly set out to 'start' anything, really.] Maybe... maybe it'll be better for you if I back off for a while.
If it's a matter of wanting to get fucked by a big guy, there are a few men here who'd jump at the chance to be with you. [He's seen how some of them look at you, after all] Maybe that'd be better for you. The way I am now... it keeps this from being uncomplicated.