[It's true that she can't picture Varric dealing with something like that. Hell, she can't picture anyone but Hawke handling that, really. But ideally -- they'd have all gone in it together and all gotten out alive. They've been through some weird shit over the years, all of them working together, all of them rallying behind Hawke.]
[This is still just. not real to her. She can't picture it. Maybe if she remembers, maybe if she knows when she goes home, she can get a letter to Varric, warn him, warn Hawke, do something even if it's sail across the entire fucking world to get to her.]
[-- But isn't that caring too much? F- feelings. Damn it. Why. But it's not as if Hawke wasn't someone worth following. She'd known that for years.]
Shit. [Again, all she can really manage to say. It's all too much.]