[It does sting even if he knows what Bucky means too. He wonders if this pain will ever lessen. There's a real chance he got his best friend back, but he can't be happy. He wonders if that makes him a selfish monster. How many would kill for this chance?
He sags a little into Bucky's hand, meeting his eyes reluctantly. He grimaces.] No, it's not. I haven't forgotten.
[His eyes glisten all over again. It's hard not to flash back to that look of horror on Bucky's face on the Hellicarrier just then. The pain that memory evokes is plain to see in his eyes]