[She's so happy, to think he did go to her, and so devastated he didn't even make it in time, that it's impossible to handle all at once.]
[Looks up at him, completely lost, starting to feel angry, betrayed. Not necessarily at him, even, just at their eternally awful luck with everything. Why, why weren't you in time?]
I said-- I told you you'd never see me again, if I-- [If she left alone. Which is what she apparently did.]