[He knows how much it costs him to talk about the Court, to tell him about this, and so Stiles keeps silent, even trying to keep his breathing silent and even as he listens. And he gets the point, he really does, but... then again, you've also got it wrong. At least a part of it.]
I know they're not gonna hate me. But my dad, and Snow and David? They'll be disappointed, and that's- that's worse, okay? And Scott, he's not gonna approve, he thinks we have to save everyone, and I can't start fighting with him about this, not on top of everything else.
[So, yeah, please don't breathe a word of this to anyone okay.] ... but that's the point. None of us is trained in any of this, Allison was the only one, and we-- I don't know. It'd be better if I was. [At least then he might feel less horrible about this.]