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[This human suit is too big and uncomfortable, he doesn't want it.
Feelings, indeed. Not only is the experience completely unexpected, but most of the emotions utterly alien to him. Too intense, too consuming. Ciel is good at suppressing feelings; Sebastian has never had much reason to develop that particular skill (hiding what he feels is a different thing altogether). Long seconds after the orb has faded he remains frozen in place, staring at his hand where the memory was.
He snaps out of it the moment Ciel speaks - obeys the command even before turning to look at him. The shadows immediately retreat, melting back into Sebastian's body - but just carefully enough that Ciel will have a moment to adjust to holding himself upright without being held in place.]