[Ciel doesn't honestly, truly panic until he strains with all his might and still can't free his hand from the shadow's grip. He's stubbornly holding onto the gun, refusing to let go of that last illusion of safety. In a bid for freedom, he desperately shoots the gun again but it's muted and immediately swallowed up by the shades, and no matter how much he struggles and kicks, the feeling of suffocation spreads as those cold shadows inch higher.]
Please, stop! I just want to go home!
[He doesn't know what this creature is talking about, doesn't know what he's supposed to recall. He only knows that he wants his parents and that he wants to be home where he's safe with his family, and Tanaka, and his affectionate dog. Why is this happening to him? Sebastian's close now, far too close and Ciel's fist shoots out to push at Sebastian's waistcoat, a pitiful attempt at keeping the demon back.]