[Touching that feather means that Kija is becoming well-acquainted with Sakura's feelings on the Tsubasa gang. There's the bright, deep burst of love for Syaoran, of course -- and then there's love for Fay, Kurogane, and Moko-chan. But... there's a strange feeling of love born from her own feelings, but then a distant, deep kind of love that's somehow disconnected from her. Mixed in with both these feelings of love are very abrupt and sharp feelings of loneliness, a small amount of anxiety and uncertainty -- of knowing that you feel something deeply, but feeling as if, in the end, 'you' don't belong.]