[Bucky definitely shares Porthos' feeling of "this is ridiculous", because he's feeling strange, too -- lighter and yet wrong at the same time. But seeing one of the feathers lying on the ground is enough to clue him in to what's going on.]
Oh, no, you gotta be kiddin' me. [NOT THIS SHIT AGAIN. But remembering how the feathers would fade away, well, it's probably better just to get it over with... except what he gets hit when touching it is not seeing a memory, but rather feeling, suddenly and inexplicably, incredibly proud of what he does, of being a soldier, of being good at it... except what he feels being good at isn't sharp-shooting at all.]