[Looks so overwhelmingly angry that he doesn't even know how to respond to that for a moment, just shaking his head quickly]
Fuck you. [goddamn it.] You're --
That you have to struggle, that you've been through all this and still have your faith -- that doesn't make you worthless. What the hell is your choice for devotion if it were easy, what kind of vow would that be? The -- [lashdgad;] If you've suffered, if you've struggled... that has merit, doesn't it? [nothing that suffers can pass without merit in the sight of God, etc etc] You have merit.
You are worth so much, Aramis. Don't you fucking tell me that you're worthless. Don't you fucking tell me you're not worthy.