I -- trust me, okay? I went away, because I didn't feel like I was getting any better and nobody needed me... Maybe I wasn't out of control of my powers, but I felt -- haunted. And afraid. And I isolated myself from the people who cared about me and wanted to help me, because I thought I needed to be alone...
It helped, but it wasn't until I opened myself back up to the world that it got better. That I got better, truly better. Locking yourself away won't help.
It's scary to open yourself up to others and to ask for help, but... but, I think it'll help you. Or, at least, it's worth trying.