Even when I thought she was going to be executed, even then I still...
[ She bites her lips, fighting back tears that prove too much for her. It's not just this, though this may be the catalyst - it's everything, all of the sudden change she wasn't ready for, it's overwhelming. ]
... I still had the chance to say goodbye...
[ Her voice cracks on the last word and her shoulders are already shaking with the effort not to cry. She is stronger than this, she has to be stronger than this... ]