[Kisses him desperately, wanting to reassure him and mumbling a few more quiet apologies - he never wants to make him feel that way, damn it]
[Kisses him a few more times, trying to reassure him - he's alright, he's sorry] I just meant... even if it's here, even if it was the magic, I can't shake the feeling I did something wrong. [n- not that you haven't done far worse oops] And it was awkward. I'm not the one she wants to be kissing.