I thought my life was perfect here but it is slowly falling apart and I can't stop it. I thought I was better but now I wonder if I wasn't just fooling myself into thinking I was. I can't stop thinking that maybe Jemma was wrong and the HYDRA brainwashing is still there lingering in the back of my mind stopping me from truly being whole again. I'm scared that I'll end up completely alone because no one trusts me apart from one or two people, one who doesn't want my help right now and the other who will probably end up getting convinced I'm evil and can't be trusted. Maybe they're right to say that.
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