perc'ildan.
Faith is something I have never had much of.
And yet, I do not know that my well being was worth allowing Ripley and her weapons to pollute the world. Perhaps I was beyond saving, even then.
If she had let me die, you would have come to accept it. Because she would have had a reason. I suppose. They always have reasons. I cannot help but feel that she saved me for you. Not because it was what I deserved.
One day we will fail to save someone. We already have with Tiberius. And I am terrified it will be you. I do not think your Lady would allow you to return. It goes too much against her philosophies.
She told me that I was broken. That I always have been broken. That I skirt the line between salvation and damnation. That, should I not watch myself, I will find myself opposed to the side of what is right. I do not know that she was wrong, about any of it.