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Gabriel "Sylar" Gray (abravenewworld) wrote in jurassiccitynet,

Jemma | Gabriel.
The worst thing is that a number of them meant well. Or at least, they did when they started out. But forty years can muddle the end goal especially when the world seems to just be getting worse instead of better. They weren't bad people. A lot of them just made bad choices.

Effectively. There's limits. And I usually don't take too much anymore without asking. You can absorb an entire person's life without much difficulty, but it puts a confusion in your mind because the memories you absorb basically get integrated into your own. I have... There was a time when the Company made me into someone else. I was an entirely different person for months because they hollowed out my mind and used that ability to put him memories into mine. There's still a lot of times where I stumble upon a memory that I'm not sure whether is his or mine.

And as far as getting someone else's ability, it's usually better to try and get to know the person naturally as well. That's how I got the first ability. Because I already knew her. Or, I had. She'd been the agent they'd sent to manipulate me into killing a second time. And I'd fallen for her while she had. It's... a long story from there, but it was hashing out our issues that we ended up connecting the way we needed to. I let her hurt me for killing her father. As we screamed for awhile about what she'd done to me... And once we'd resolved it, got on the same page, well... It was surprising the first time, shock and relief. And guilt, realizing that it had all been for nothing.

But it's what set me on the direction I had to take to end up here.

Threats are expected. Even attempts, really. I had plenty of people trying to murder me for quite awhile. Basically because I deserved it. And it was really only fixed because they left me to burn. Fire melts glass, with glass gone, I regenerate, walk out of the place intact.

More than. Especially since most of them never should have forgiven me in the first place. Those that are closest to me... I think there's only one that wasn't effected in some way by my actions. Most of them... they lost at least one relative. Molly, I killed both her parents, then tried to come after her, and her surrogate father, and she... She trusts me in a way no one who were ever hurt by someone that badly should trust them.