Jemma | Gabriel.
The first one was an accident? I mean you didn't mean to kill him, you were just trying to help him?
It sounds to me like your ability is like an addiction almost. That drive to find things out regardless of the consequences of doing so. It is similar to how some people are with addiction, they don't consider what the results of their actions might be as long as they get what they are after. I understand the drive to want to know things, I'm naturally curious about things and sometimes don't know when to stop.
Can you resist it now? That urge to find out things? It sounds like you do from what you're saying.