barry.
So this is what you meant by some of the things you hadn't told me. No one should have to see that. I know I'm one to talk, considering what I did to my father, but I promise that doesn't mean I can't understand how hard that was for you after getting him back. I don't know what the universe has against you but that's one of the things I love about you Barry. You survive. You keep moving. But I know it comes at a price. I know. I've lived my whole life that way.
That hollow feeling? It eats at you, sometimes you can't help it. Some days are going to be bad, and some are going to be worse. But you're not alone. You won't be when you get back home either. We don't have to think about that right now. But eventually you're going to find ways to fill up that hole in your soul. I'm not a spiritual person but I understand it, in theory.
So focus on the okay days. And tell people to fuck off on the shitty ones. Be the person you need to be on any given day not the person you think others need you to be. I'm here. Iris is here. The rest doesn't matter and neither does what Oliver Queen has to say.