scarlet.
Every time? You sure about that? You've got a lot of people in your corner, kid. The one's that screw you over are just trying to make you doubt yourself. Break you down a little bit more. Take it from someone who's played the game for a long time. If people die and get hurt along the way, that's on them. Not you. They just don't care. You can't save all of them Barry.
My track record isn't exactly stellar, Scarlet. Wouldn't hold it against you if you didn't.
That doesn't make you selfish. The world was spinning before the Flash and it'll keep on spinning without him when you need a break.