len.
It shouldn't be like that. People should be better. It shouldn't be the exception. And I want to trust people. I do. I don't want to feel like this. But every time I let myself trust someone or believe in them, it blows up in my face spectacularly and people get hurt and die. And it's my fault because I should have been
And, god. I don't mean you. I hope you know I don't mean you. I don't regret trusting you. I still trust you. I know you're better than you think you are.
I'm so tired of all of it. That's selfish. I know it's selfish. But...why does it always have to be me? Why am I the one who always has to be strong and good and do the right thing?