captain canary.
I never exactly told you guys how I was brought back when I died. Well, Rip knew, but that was a little unavoidable.
But someone should know, just in case.
The League of Assassins had this pool of water. They called it the Lazarus Pit. And it had healing properties. It brought Ollie's sister back from near death. But nobody had ever used it to bring someone back who had been dead, especially not for months. But Laurel, my sister, she had to try. She'd already lost too much.
It brought me back but there were side effects. When I first came back, I was barely human. I think part of me got let behind. Ollie had this friend, John Constantine, who helped them get my soul back. Or whatever. But there's still a part of me that's broken. It's a kind of bloodlust. And I know my hands aren't exactly clean. I was an assassin. But losing control like that is terrifying. I don't want to kill someone because it takes over.
I just need to know there's someone who can stop me, if it comes down to it.