Oh my god. I don't even know what to say. I'm just happy you were able to change everything so that didn't happen.
I know. I wish there was a way to bring him back too.
You're right. I would've married him. And that's why none of this makes any sense. People tell us when we're kids that you have a soul mate. That there's that one person, your other half that completes you and if you love someone else then you probably aren't really in love with the person you're with.
I don't know, Barry. Maybe I do have I big heart but it's also very confused. I wish I understood all of this. I wish it wasn't so complicated.
Can I come see you? I could really use a hug right now.