So you won't talk to me but you'll talk to her. Do you have any idea how that makes me feel? How it makes me feel like I'm not good enough and that you're only with me because you can't have her. I know you love me. I believe you when you tell me but sometimes I wonder if you'd rather have her over me. I just want things to go back to how they were. I want it to just be us and Bear in our apartment being a little family. I don't care if anyone thinks what we have is unhealthy, I love you and I miss you. I'm trying to respect what you want but it hurts when you won't come home or talk to me properly but you respond to her almost straight away.