Liking the fight doesn't make you not good. You are irritatingly still good, and not being perfect actually makes you more human WHILE being good which is bafflingly infuriating when it's not likable. Which is sometimes also annoying. Maybe you're just built to be the guy who puts in to fight like I'm the guy who starts the war.
The guy in the comics I read as a kid who my dad talked about just always knew the right thing and won. It was easy. You lose, and it's hard, and do it anyway and you think about crap like this which means you have depth of soul. I hear that's a good thing. It's proof of who you are and admirable even while it sometimes make me want to plaster your apartment with tabloid shots I get someone to make of stories where they speculate you're a mannequin or a wolf man or secretly married to Jennifer Lopez. I know a guy. I could have it done.
Hey. Ignore the part where I said I read your comics. Also the rest of it.