If it helps he spent a long time with his memories altered and then thinking he was crazy and then actually crazy and then dealing with HYDRA and shit. He sent you help when you needed it.
I really am sorry.
Coulson kidnapped me out of a van and SHIELD adopted me into his ragtag band of strays. I went from being awkward hacker groupie to SHIELD agent to kinda superhero. Hey, since SHIELD isn't here, do the Avengers have room for a girl with crazy earthquake powers? Asking for a friend. Who is me.
No way. I'm not the "Hail HYDRA" type. Way more "Fuck HYDRA". HYDRA destroyed my family. There's no way I could ever feel anything but hatred for HYDRA.