Jurassic City - Network

If I had to pick a kind of hellish torment, it would probably have been this. I barely know how to live without lying about it.

I'll be drunk until whatever this is ends.

I'm actually not as big of an idiot as I like to pretend to be. Don't get me wrong. I'm not the smartest guy ever and I'm still kind of a loser but I have a purpose and that's what counts. I should be back there making sure the real heroes are safe and sound within their timelines. Fixing temporal anomalies. Since I'm not I should want to go back there. I don't. I don't because he's not there and he never will be again. Part of me died with him. I was going to let an undead version of him kill me. I would've let him rip out my heart if it that new Blue Beetle hadn't shown up

I was just wrapping my head around this city being surrounded by dinosaurs and how it all seems like a bad case of deja vu..but now people are being magically made to tell the truth? What is this bullshit? God, I miss my life before time travel. It was shitty, but it made sense.

Does anyone else ever feel like they're dreaming? Sometimes I have to wonder if I'm still back on that planet, passed out somewhere in the sand, imagining what it would have been like to make it home.

Not that this is even close to what home would have been.