It's because you have it all, people see all the other stuff so it's easy to forget your stupidly smart as well.
One of the guys I like isn't single and the other, I don't even know if he's straight, I never asked. I have friends who appreciate my amazing qualities. But I'll do that, it'll be good to have someone else to practice with.
You're right. I didn't think of that because of the whole dying back home thing.