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Tweak says, "I'm getting to your rug."

Leo Fitz (sliderule) wrote in jurassiccitynet,
@ 2017-03-18 18:51:00

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bobbi morse / mockingbird, daisy johnson / quake (mcu), grant ward (mcu), leo fitz, phil coulson (mcu), will daniels

All things considered this is probably the wrong thing to be upset over but current evidence points to dinosaurs having feathers.

How do I get back?

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	sliderule 2017-03-18 10:55 pm UTC (link)
	I think I stopped wanting you to die for it. For breaking me. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	survives 2017-03-18 11:04 pm UTC (link)
	Well, that's one of us, at least. Not that I ever thought you were broken. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	sliderule 2017-03-18 11:13 pm UTC (link)
	I thought you'd hold that against me a little more. You weren't there to see it. I'm better now but I'll probably never be the same. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	survives 2017-03-18 11:20 pm UTC (link)
	Why would I? I wanted myself to die for a pretty long stretch there. I can't blame you for wanting the same thing. I saw part of it. I mean, I know that's not the same as being there for it everyday. And you seemed pretty much yourself the last time we had any extended interaction. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	sliderule 2017-03-19 07:06 pm UTC (link)
	I don't know how to feel about that either. You were my friend once. I cared about you and I don't know what to believe about you anymore. No. It was worst than what you saw. Ask Mack. Or don't. He probably wouldn't want to speak to you. I've gotten better, yeah. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

survives
2017-03-19 07:14 pm UTC (link)

Whatever you felt before was the reality of it. It doesn't change because I died. Or because I'm not nearly as far gone as what you experienced before. I'm not a good person, Fitz. I never have been. I never was. I tried to be. But that lasted... What? A couple of weeks, at best. And even then, it was cleaning up messes I had made.

I don't know. Out of everyone here, he's at least not actively cruel. Oh. Yeah. You're pretty much the last one to show. Everyone else is around somewhere.

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sliderule
2017-03-19 07:23 pm UTC (link)

Angry. Hurt. I always believed that there was good in everyone. That included you. Even after you betrayed us. I had hope. I suppose it didn't matter in the end. Still. I didn't want you to die. I wanted you locked away for a long time. So you could think about it all. What we all were. What we could've been.

He's here? I know Daisy and Jemma and Coulson are here. I haven't seen May.

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survives
2017-03-19 07:37 pm UTC (link)

I was going to die. One way or another. Without Garrett, I wasn't useful to anyone anymore. And when I tried to be... Well. I made a lot of bad decisions that I thought made perfect sense at the time. And then I made even worse decisions because I thought I was helping someone. And then it all kind of spiraled. And apparently I just compounded my bad decision making after what I actually remember.

Hunter, Morse, Mack, Daisy, Jemma, Coulson, Lincoln, Trip, Kara, and I are all here. And a handful of Avengers are as well. Banner, Barton, Rogers, and Romanoff. Plus Carter and the Winter Solider. Sorry. Barnes. May's not really made her presence known, yet, but she's been added to my contact list so she's around. Probably just doing recon.

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