hannah | vax.
That always seems to be the way, really. The one of us that feels like they're the worst off of the two is the one who survives, having to watch the other die. My sister... It happened the same way. It was... pointless. Her own impulsiveness getting the best of her when I wasn't in a position to protect her.
But you can't put that on yourself when there's no way to change what happened.