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allυra vyѕoren (abjurationist) wrote in jurassiccitynet,
@ 2016-10-29 00:37:00

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allura vysoren, keyleth, kima of vord

People have always drawn their own conclusions when it comes to me and Kima, but I don't even really understand why it's a question. We share a home. We spend all our time together, when possible. We are open in our affections. I am not sure how we could make our love for one another more obvious. I never thought it was something that needed to be declared, but so many people assume it is just friendship and it becomes irritating to correct them.

Kima is my partner in all things and I love her dearly.

I do feel terrible about Tiberius. I knew he cared for me. And I did care for him, as a friend. I wanted to let him down gently. And I hate that we parted on such poor terms. I was so harsh with him. I had my reasons, but it hurts to know that the last words I said to him were unkind. Knowing that he died thinking he had lost my friendship is something that fills me with regret.

I worry that, with the dragons being as they are, there will only be more regrets to come. I was the one who imprisioned Thordak. Perhaps if I had done better, none of this pain would have happened.

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ofvord
2016-10-29 01:02 am UTC (link)

People are oblivious when they want to be, Ally. And, Bahamut love him, Tiberius was never the sharpest stick in the bundle. It should have been pretty obvious just by the time I got back.

This isn't your fault. Chromatics. They've got a lot of tricks. No matter what you'd done, he likely would have found a way out. Maybe it would have taken another decade, another century. This way, we're going to kill him and be done with it.

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	abjurationist 2016-10-29 01:06 am UTC (link)
	I know, but it does not make it any less frustrating. Tiberius was a good man. I miss him. But I am glad you are here. I do not know what I would do without you. We have a lot of work ahead of us. There are still three dragons to be dealt with. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ofvord 2016-10-29 01:11 am UTC (link)
	You'd manage, Ally. You're stronger than most people give you credit for. But it's not something you need to worry about since I don't plan on going anywhere anytime soon. Two. Those assholes killed the black and the white. And I'll be honest, I don't know what the fuck is going on with the green. Or what the hell they're all thinking. But it's just the two. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	abjurationist 2016-10-29 01:14 am UTC (link)
	I would manage, yes, but I would be far less happy without you in my life. They defeated Vorugal then? That is good news. You all had not yet returned and none of them were from that point. Oh dear. What are our friends doing now?You have me worried. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ofvord 2016-10-29 01:18 am UTC (link)
	The same goes for me. I'm glad that they managed to get me back to you. Rather soundly with only a couple close calls when it comes to dying. Surprisingly. And apparently making deals with chromatic dragons. Or a chromatic dragon. Which, as much as it pains me, I have we would have been in poor shape without the help during that battle. But still. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	huntersmark 2016-10-30 02:18 am UTC (link)
	This is absolutely not your fault. You did the best you could. No one could have foreseen all of this. (Reply to this)

burymyshame
2016-10-31 11:31 pm UTC (link)

He hid it well, and I'm still not sure why, but Tiberius could be wise sometimes, and he knew what kind of person you were. I don't think he ever would have held the last words against you, he would have understood, and he knew we'd mend fences for him when it all came clear. Please don't feel badly for that, we all have enough to feel guilty for, I don't want you to add to yours.

Though I really never knew how he didn't see you and Kima. I just thought maybe there was some kind of arrangement.

It's not your fault, Allura. Even if you had some part in it, that doesn't make it your fault.

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