I don't think I know Fall Out Boy. But to be fair im from the future. It's all classical music to me. I think we should consider having more than just Halloween to celebrate because with all of the collective baggage around here people need levity you know?
Hey woah. Do you know what I've learned as a starship Captain? It's that everyone on my ship and everyone in general matters as much as I do. I make the big calls and I might point her where to go but she doesn't go anywhere without every single person helping in some way. We all make choices in life that we might regret. I wasted the first 22 years of my life because I was pissed off at my dad for dying and leaving behind impossible standards. And I was pissed off at my mom for only seeing him every time she looked at me. And I don't need truth magic to admit that.
What I'm trying to say is we all screw up. We all struggle to figure out our purpose and some days we still go home disatisfied even when it seems like we have everything. Maybe you didn't do everything you wanted to do but you started to try. It sounds like you gave people a place to go. And you have friends which means you're important to them to. Sometimes being a friend is the most important thing you can be. I'd be dead without mine. And I'm sure yours are happy you're not.
It sucks but sometimes getting it out there is good. Granted I usually prefer a little more bourbon and a surly doctor when I get deep but for what it's worth Im willing to listen if you ever need new ears.