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Magnus Bane (dtfworlder) wrote in jurassiccitylog,

Alexander was beautiful, and he was passionate, unbearably loyal, weighted down by responsibility. He was also young, and Magnus was trying to remember that. Magnus was struggling with things in his own way, but it wasn't the same thing. His whole world hadn't changed and he hadn't had to admit new things about himself to his family for the sake of wanting Alec.

Whatever they were, it meant ... a great deal, and Magnus didn't want to rush it and leave Alec with regrets, or feeling as if he'd plunged into the deep end of a pool he hadn't been ready to swim in yet.

But. It was very difficult to turn down someone you cared about when they said please. Magnus might deny it, but he had always wanted to be needed. It's why for all his complaining, people still knew that he was someone who could be counted on for help, when needed. He liked to be the person who could set the world right in his own ways. It was a small method of controlling the chaos of life.

With people he cared about, that preference just became more obvious. He could say no. Magnus had, when he needed to. But he didn't like to. Alec asked with that desperate note in his voice, and Magnus just wanted to give him anything he needed to feel better.

"I'm with you, Alexander. I'm here for you." Wherever "here" truly was. Magnus leaned in, kissing him again. Whatever Alec had done, Magnus was on his side - because that was where he wanted to be.

They could just do this, maybe. And pray there was no cameras bugging the room or anything else along those lines. Not that Magnus would care for his own sake particularly, but he would for Alec's.