✉ I'm tired, Skye. ✉ You don't think I recognize the damage I did. ✉ You think I don't see how many people I hurt, know exactly how many people I killed, that I don't understand that I made decisions that lead things down the path they ended up. ✉ But I do. ✉ What you all see as excuses, as me trying to write off my own behavior and decisions, isn't anything close to that. ✉ It's just me trying to get any of you to admit that it matters.