I don't know if you could help. I don't even know if I'm helpable. I asked Eliot as well, if he thought he could help and he said he'd teach me magic but it didn't seem like he thought I'd be much use. I don't think I would, either. Be much use.
Oh, three strikes! That's right. You've still got all the bases loaded, Edwin.
I know.
Edwin, did you ever really face it? Hell? Did you talk about it and work through it after you got out or did you just... try not to think about it?