Edwin/Bellara
I don't mean it to be a comparison. And it's kind of you to say that. I imagine it was quite hard, having to manage your resources so closely to not even have animal companionship. For what it's worth I'm getting far better at the affection aspect of it all, thanks to Charles.
Please do make it soon. You're doing important work but your health is far more valuable.
It was another part of mythology in our world, that to know someone's full name was to be able to wield power over them. That was where the practice of multiple names came from for us. To have a part that is typically lesser known, for spiritual safety.