Private to those who Astoria trusts and cares about.
I'm staying at Vince's if anybody needs to find me. I'm not really sure if I want to talk about what happened last night at dinner with my mother. I don't know if I'm going to be disowned or what is going to happen. She's absolutely horrible and she's never going to change, they're never going to change.
I'm so upset at myself for even agreeing to bring Vince into whatever that was. He's too good to me to ever have to sit in the same room as either of my parents for even a single moment.
[Closest friends only]
I saw Vince's temper flare last night for the first time. It was deserved, I mean my mother basically insulted him and offered to pay him to stay away from me. She actually said that he could find a better match, rather than become a young, childless widower. Who even does that? I guess this is my apology to those of you who tried to tell me about his temper, but even still, that is not the Vince that I know, that is not the Vince that I care about.
The Vince in my life seems to be a very different Vince than the one most see. I really think that I could be falling head over heels for him.