oberon/nyx.
More than you know, my dear. It is a beautiful thing to watch a man lose all self control.
He happens to be dating your friend, if I'm not mistaken.
Consider that, in marriage, he too will have to be vulnerable to you. What is more powerful than realizing that he might also have never said that word to anybody? Your weakness in marriage is only what you make of it. If you do want to marry him, find strength in it instead. What are some good things about marrying him?