Sirius/Callum
Neither of them is reasonable nor enjoyable. The sooner you learn that the better off that you will be. They do nothing without an ulterior motive. They will use you as a pawn and you are ignorant to believe that they are genuine in their caring about anything having to do with you.
I've said it before and I will say it again, I had my reasons to do what I did. But those reasons were evidently in vain as it led you to the very place that I tried to keep you away from.