Laura looked up at him, a couple of tears leaking from her eyes. "I think I shagged 'em too." She wasn't embarrassed she shagged them, but she was upset about losing so much control over herself. "I'm so" She wanted to continue, but stopped when she felt the muscles in her arms tighten up and spasm as an after-effect of something she had taken. After so long, it had felt like she was taking everything for the first time and it wasn't always a pleasant thing. "I'm so weak. I can't even go out alone."