"Write exactly what you did mean, in-depth, and have him read it? Talk to your therapist about how to express yourself in relation to what happened. Something where he isn't in the room and you get to tell him exactly how you feel. If he loves you - honestly loves you - a love letter of sorts and an explanation would probably be welcomed. The only person you need to have understand what you meant is Dean. Explain that it wasn't the whole truth. You had to work at the business and figure out how to do all of it. How is that easy? Work at getting what you meant into a crystal clear explanation and then give it to him." Astoria knew her sister to be a strong woman. Even if she had been affected by being held hostage, Astoria hated to see her seeming so... drained. Passive. Weak.
"You're not exactly bad with words. Just take the pressure out of the situation so you can tap into that."