Ward
I'll try not to, but I can't make that into a promise that I won't worry. How could I not even a little for my hermanos mayores? I know you're all capable...I'm trying not to worry so much but, I really pissed him off, Teo. I know you are. And you'll probably going to be seeing more of me. I'm an Ibarra through and through, it's never been more clear than it is now. It's not a bad thing, but it's also the thing that has me worried.
[Teo]
I'm trying not to, it's just a very strange feeling. I think he would have made life worse for her...considering that she's the only reason I'm even here. Tío told me that I remind him of her, and I didn't know how much that meant to me until then. But...I'm trying to be brave and strong like she was but I don't know if I am. I mean, I guess that's the only time you'll ever really find out for sure. I don't know. I'm sure it'll get easier as time moves on, I'm just not there yet. But I have you lot, and I have Blaise...who is probably one of the best things to ever happen to me, and I have my boys. I know you all won't leave me on an island by myself, and that helps.
Will you tell me something wonderful that's going on with you right now? Anything at all? Any light at all to shine one my shadows?