Maria
That's what partners do, and I'm glad you have the support you need and a safe place to stay. You and Lola.
I get your concerns. My father... Well, I get it. But Maria, if he does do anything, that's on him and him alone, never you. He's the monster, and part of being a monster is making you feel guilty for his actions. It's control. Don't let him make you feel that way. And don't worry about it either. We all know to watch our backs, aye?