Ward
I'm safe, I'm so safe with him cileo. I promise. I wish I could tell you not to worry about me, but heck, even I'm worried about me right now. I'm trying. I'm trying so hard. But the truth is I'm scared. I'm scared for myself, for all of you. It helped seeing all of you, knowing that you're whole, and solid and okay.
[Teo]
Is it wrong that as much as I'm missing her right now, I'm almost glad that mum isn't here to see this? But then I feel guilty and wonder if she was around to see this if it could have been...prevented somehow. Or not made worse by it? I don't know. Maybe my mind is just in overdrive right now and I'm over thinking everything. Which is probable.