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Tyler Simms ([info]baby_boy) wrote in [info]indarkness_logs,
@ 2010-08-22 00:59:00

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Entry tags:!complete, 2032 08, lizzy miles, tyler simms

RP: Not ready for this
Characters: Tyler, Lizzy
Time/Date: Night, August 21
Location: the pool
Warnings/Rating: None?
Summary: Tyler contemplates and tries to deal
Status: complete



Tyler knew he should have gone down to help with the clean-up. He knew he should have done more. Stepped up somehow. He was just ... very deeply in shock just then. He hadn't witnessed a death, no, but he'd moved a body. He'd moved Susan. Susan's body. She'd been naked, and bloody, and torn up, and she hardly looked like Susan, but she was - had been - Susan.

He'd put her in one of the rooms so she didn't get any more messed up (though he supposed the reavers weren't interested in someone already dead), and he'd gone on to try to help people fight.

All he could think about though, was Susan. Dead Susan, who'd watched movies with him, who he'd taught how to play video games. Susan who was so serious but occasionally sprang a surprise joke on them. Susan ... who was dead now. She'd never exactly been part of their 'command trio' or whatever it was, but they'd hung out a lot.

And now she was gone.

It was so crazy to think about. That people could be brought here and killed. He wondered if their captors were going to unleash anything else like the reavers any time soon. If people would be sent home before that. If anyone could be guaranteed any sort of safety. He really didn't think there were any guarantees here.

Perched on the diving board, shoes dangling above the water, Tyler stared up toward the night sky - or whatever passed for it. It wasn't real; they'd figured out that much earlier, when Lily had been convinced she was going to be a werewolf. The moon didn't have a pattern here, and Tyler wondered if that was part of the experiment or if they just did that for fun.

Then he wondered if there was a difference.

Leaning back, he laid down on the diving board and knew he should go inside, go to bed, but right now ... he just wanted to forget. To feel what passed for a night breeze, tot watch what passed for stars, and to pretend he was home.



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[info]prittyprincess
2010-08-24 06:48 am UTC (link)
Anyone who said that she had been looking for Tyler was telling lies.

She was just concerned, that was all, that no one had had any bright ideas on where to find him. There was nothing more to it than that. Concerned that he had gotten into a bad spot with the reavers, and none of his friends seemed to care as much as she did why he hadn't come back yet, to join the rest of them in the cleaning up festivities.

She wasn't the slightest bit interested in cleaning up, herself, so she'd gone exploring. She'd left Ches with Ari because the girl had looked like she could use the company, and Lizzy didn't think she'd want to come out and look for Tyler, even though the reavers were supposed to be gone. But she was about to go back and see if she could find them because really, this was getting ridiculous. She'd checked everywhere in the hotel and she still couldn't find him.

Well. Everywhere but the roof. But the roof had... the pool. And she was... a little bit frightened of the pool, ever since the spider incident.

But if Tyler was up there, and injured... or even if he was up there and not injured... she had to know.

So she slipped into the elevator, and hit the right button, and waited, shivering slightly as the elevator took her up the floors before coming to a stop at the top, where she peeked out. She didn't spot him at first, and that was going to be enough for her, before she caught a glimpse of movement on the diving board. She swallowed thickly, but she recognized his silhouette, and she slipped off the elevator and moved towards the pool. At least he didn't look torn up or anything.

"Hey," she said, when she got close enough (but still a reasonable distance from the pool). "The reavers are gone," she said. In case he didn't know.

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[info]baby_boy
2010-08-24 09:08 am UTC (link)
Tyler had heard someone come out onto the roof, and he'd heard little footsteps leading closer to him, but he didn't sit up. When he heard the voice, and the words, he did manage a slight smile before he turned his head to gaze toward her.

"I heard," he said before he sat up slowly, peering down at the water in the pool before he looked over to her. "How're you doing?" he called softly over to her before he pulled his feet up onto the board and pushed up to stand. He walked along the board until he could jump down onto the deck surrounding the pool. Moving around closer to her, he pulled out a chair, dropping himself down into it before he gestured for her to do the same.

He wasn't ready to go in, and he figured Lizzy would chat up here a bit - why else would she have initiated the conversation if she didn't want to talk to him?

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[info]prittyprincess
2010-08-24 11:21 am UTC (link)
She was unable to hide the ridiculously large grin that passed over her face when he offered her a chair like he wanted to sit and talk. To her. It was the most special thing that had happened to anyone ever. Or at least to her that day. But then she schooled her expression into a calmer one, moving to sit where he'd indicated and trying very hard not to bounce in her seat in excitement.

"I'm... all right," she said finally. "We didn't get hurt," she said proudly. "Ari and I used magic to scare the reavers away. Well. I used magic. I think. And I know she used magic but I don't know if turning the bed into ice was scary. And I think Ches used magic too, 'cause I remember the room going blue for a second when Ari turned the bed to ice..." she trailed off as she realized she was babbling, and flushed. Tyler probably wasn't interested in hearing about those things.

"I... um..." she kicked her feet a bit - the chair was too tall for her - and licked her lips before she said, "I was worried, when you didn't... didn't come down, with everyone, when they said it was okay to come out. I thought maybe..." she looked away, and shivered slightly before saying, "Well anyway. I'm glad you're okay."

Then she paused. "You are okay, aren't you?"

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[info]baby_boy
2010-08-24 09:04 pm UTC (link)
Tyler listened as she went on and on about her adventures, and he wondered why she hadn't been in the safe room. Hadn't Lily brought them ... one of them ... down there? Had things really gotten so chaotic, no one had thought of the kids? Or had they tried?

"Just needed some time alone," he said, managing to drum up something like a smile for her. Was he okay? No, far from it. But he wasn't going to tell Lizzy that. There was no need to burden her with this. With ... Susan being gone. With the others being gone. Dead.

"Did you help with the cleanup at all?" he asked, brows lifting slightly as he looked toward her. He didn't imagine she had, and he didn't think anyone would have encouraged her to. Not the kids.

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[info]prittyprincess
2010-08-25 04:08 am UTC (link)
"Oh," she was not sad, and you could prove nothing. The way her head turned dejectedly was because she had been... remembering... something else that was sad, that was all, and had nothing to do with the fact that Tyler had said he wanted to be alone. Nothing at all. "Should I... did you want me to..." she made a movement towards where the elevators were, figuring that now that she knew he was safe, at least, she could go and do something else without having to worry.

At his question, she flushed and looked away evasively. Instinct told her the correct answer to that question was yes, of course she had helped with the cleanup, no she hadn't spent the entire time looking for him. Instinct was to lie. But at the same time, she didn't want to lie to Tyler, so she settled for something in the middle.

"A bit," she said. "There was all kinds of broken glass, and they told me to stay away from it. And there was all kinds of other broken things, and torn things, and some people were getting hurt from the cleanup and I couldn't find a good place to help," which she thought would have been true if she'd actually been looking for a place to help rather than looking for Tyler. "Should I help more?" she asked, sort of dully. She didn't really want to help clean. Cleaning was boring. But she would if he asked her to.

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[info]baby_boy
2010-08-25 04:32 am UTC (link)
He shook his head to Lizzy's half-verbalized, half-indicated offer to leave. "Pretty sure I'm done being alone for now," he said.

Tyler did grin a little when she talked about cleaning. He didn't blame her; who liked cleaning, really? "Only if you want to," he said. "No one's going to yell at you guys if you don't clean up things."

And really, depending on what was being cleaned - or rebuilt - it was probably better not to have little hands in the mix anyway.

He should go chip in though, or at least see how Lily and Jaime were doing. But Jaime was probably in with Mal, and Lily was probably being competently in charge or ... sleeping. He hoped she was sleeping. She needed to sleep.

"Your room wasn't messed up or anything was it?"

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[info]prittyprincess
2010-08-25 06:09 am UTC (link)
She brightened a bit when he said that he was done with being alone for now, resuming her swinging of her legs and smiling at him brightly. He had a very pretty face. She could stare at him for a very long time and not get bored. And he was also very smart, and very strong, and very brave. Did she mention very brave? Because he was very brave.

"They would have at home," she remarked about the yelling. Well. Saul wouldn't have, he knew better. But the Lords and Ladies in the castle certainly would have. It was part of the reason why she'd run away in the first place. "And there is a lot to clean up. I'll help later, when there is less of a chance of getting hurt on things," she decided.

Whether or not she actually followed through on that... well, she'd see.

She blinked when he asked if her room had gotten messed up. "I haven't checked," she admitted, somewhat curious now. "But I don't think so. I wasn't in it, they wouldn't have had any reason to go in." Sound logic from an 8 year old. "Ari's door got broken, though," she said. "They did try to get in there. And her bed is still frozen, unless one of the other wizards came to unfreeze it."

She said it calmly, as if that sort of thing happened all the time. She didn't think it was anything to be concerned about because no one had gotten hurt, obviously.

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[info]baby_boy
2010-08-25 06:31 am UTC (link)
Tyler wondered if anyone had fixed Ariana's door. Maybe he'd take a walk by there and see about it. If it hadn't been fixed, he'd give it a shot. "Hopefully one of them did then," he said with a little smile.

He hadn't been by his room, either, but he wasn't overly concerned about it. If something was damaged, he'd Use and fix it.

Tyler glanced to Lizzy and wondered what her home had been like. If she missed it. Who was taking care of her here. He didn't think it was any of them; if it was, he hadn't heard about it.

"How're you holding up otherwise though? Doing okay? Do you ... have people to look out for you?" These were things that probably should have been covered a long time ago, but it wasn't like any of them really knew exactly what they'd been getting into, or were up against.

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[info]prittyprincess
2010-08-25 07:34 am UTC (link)
Lizzy nodded sort of absently. "Ari probably could, but she doesn't know how," she said, tilting her head to the side in thought. "Could one of you teach her maybe? Your magic is closer to hers than mine is. She can make things ice. I can only tell people to do things," she shrugged. She wasn't sure if she had told Tyler that before, but it wasn't as though she'd been keeping it a big secret from people. It just hadn't really come up yet in conversation. Mostly because people tended not to want to have in depth conversations with young children, she had discovered.

She tilted her head at his questions, and flushed a little that he cared enough to ask them. Tyler was so thoughtful. She nodded, "Doing okay," she said. "I have Ches to keep me company, and there's always food and stuff in the kitchen, and sometimes people make things for me or get stuff off the top shelves when I can't reach, and there's people back home who look out for me," she nodded. "Well. Person. Saul's not here though. At least not yet. Maybe he'll be here some day." She smiled. "He doesn't talk much, but he's nice. And he loves me."

Sort of, she thought at least. If not he was learning to, she thought.

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[info]baby_boy
2010-08-25 02:15 pm UTC (link)
"I don't know," he admitted. "I think Lily was going to try, but we don't have a wand for her." Lily had also tried to explain the picky nature of wands, but Tyler didn't think he had a complete handle on it. "So I guess unless our captors decide to give us one for her ..." He shrugged a little.

"You tell people to do things?" He lifted his brows slightly, and he wondered if she meant she actually had a power like that, or if she was just ... a demanding little princess and people caved and did what she asked.

But he wasn't surprised to hear people were at least being helpful here. Still, he might pull a meeting with Lily and Jaime and maybe see about getting volunteers to look after Ari and Lizzy. Preferably to the point of them moving in to someone else's room, but ... he wasn't in charge.

"Maybe he'll show up," Tyler agreed. He hated wishing for people to show up, and he really hoped Saul didn't show up, because that was one more rat for the cage.

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[info]prittyprincess
2010-08-26 12:49 am UTC (link)
"Couldn't she just use someone else's wand?" Lizzy asked. She didn't really understand the way their magic worked, to be honest, but that made sense to her. "Or... you could make a wand for her," she suggested. Though she supposed belatedly there was probably more to it than just... picking up a stick from the ground and waving it around. Otherwise everyone would do it.

She nodded, somewhat shyly. "I just, I... I build up power inside of me?" she pointed to her chest, because that was where she most felt it. "And then I look at them, and I tell them to do things, and they do it. Sometimes I just have to tell them once, and other times I have to really try, but I can usually get anyone to do it."

She would have demonstrated, but she didn't want to. Not on Tyler. And given that there wasn't anyone else around... she wouldn't unless asked.

"Maybe," she nodded in agreement to Saul showing up. She thought that would be fun. She would introduce him to Ari, and Ches, and Tyler, and he could sit around and be sulky all the time, and get them food and stuff when they were hungry. It would be fun!

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[info]baby_boy
2010-08-26 01:19 am UTC (link)
"Well, she could, but then they'd have to switch off wands between each other, and the wands are different. Made of different materials and things, so ... there might not be a wand here that works well for her." He smiled softly. "No one here can make wands. Even if they could, they might not have the right wood, or the right stuff for the core. The magic part."

Listening to her explanation of how her power worked, Tyler nodded slightly. That sounded ... well, frightening. That sort of power in the hands - or mouth - of a small child?

"Were you born with it, or was it something you had to learn?"

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[info]prittyprincess
2010-08-26 05:15 am UTC (link)
"And we don't have those different things here?" she asked. She could follow along if she actually paid attention, sometimes. "What about that guy, on the second floor? With all the funny smelling stuff coming out of his room? Can he make wands? How do you make wands?"

It... didn't really occur to her to think that Tyler didn't come from Lily's world, and might not know the answers to her questions, because Tyler knew everything because Tyler was the smartest person who ever existed ever. True facts.

"Both, sort of," she said with a frown. "I was born with the ability, but I didn't start using it until a couple of years ago when Mr. Tony kidnapped me," she glanced up to Tyler. "He was scary," she informed him. "He wore a mask at first because he didn't want me to know who he was, and there were other guys too but I didn't know them, and they locked me in one of the stables with the horses and didn't let me talk to anyone. And when I stopped being afraid, I got mad, and then I yelled at them to let me go and..." she frowned, trying to explain it. "It felt like... like power was coming out of me. And they just listened, and I ran away, and..." she shrugged a bit. "I didn't know how to get home so I just sort of..."

She shuffled a bit on the seat, uncomfortable with the turn that the conversation had taken. She'd never really had to talk about Mr. Tony before, and had done a really good job, apparently, about putting the experience from her mind entirely. Now she was remembering it, the smells, the sights, the pain when the men struck her... she couldn't keep focus on what she was supposed to be talking about.

"... Anyway, I met Saul, and it was all fine," she finished, looking away briefly before she looked back to Tyler and shrugged her shoulders, suddenly remembering the question. "So both. I've always had it, I just never used it before. Maybe 'cause I didn't know how, I don't know. Hidden power is supposed to run in my family, but no one's had one for years and years. I'm really special," she beamed a bit, managing to distract herself from the unpleasant thoughts.

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[info]baby_boy
2010-08-26 05:32 am UTC (link)
"I don't ... think so," Tyler admitted. They didn't really have a lot magical here, and nothing native to the place. "But I'm not sure." Now though, he thought Lily did have a spare wand, didn't she? She had James' wand. Now he wondered if she'd repressed or forgotten or if she just didn't want to let go of it. Or if maybe they'd taken it back and she hadn't told them about it. "I don't know how to make them," he said. "I don't think she does, either."

Tyler frowned as Lizzy spun her story. Kidnapped? So she should be used to something like this then, he reflected before realizing that was a kind of cruel thought. Not that he meant it that way, but was there something of a pattern to the way they took people that made kidnapping a relevant factor in picking up Lizzy?

"You are special," he agreed absently before he drew himself down from his thoughts. "So you can make ... anyone do anything? Just by telling them, or do you have to focus your ... your power on it?"

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[info]prittyprincess
2010-08-26 09:25 am UTC (link)
"Maybe there are books about how to in the library?" Lizzy asked before she shrugged again. "I don't think it matters, really, because you are very smart. You guys, I mean," she fixed her statement to include the other two quickly. "I am sure you will figure out a way to help Ari learn how to control the magic. She doesn't like not being able to control it, it makes her upset."

Lizzy didn't blame her for that at all. The thought that you could hurt someone because of something that you couldn't control was really scary. But she didn't really believe that Ari could hurt anyone. Ari was really nice and sweet.

And then Tyler said she was special. Lizzy's entire world stopped for a moment, and her whole body raised up in her seat, her eyes sparkling with intense excitement and glee. She couldn't breathe for a moment, she was so thrilled. She swallowed a bit, trying to regain some semblance of casual but she couldn't bring herself to it because Tyler thought that she was special. TYLER! Thought that she, Lizzy, was special! It was quite literally the best thing to ever happen to her ever and there was nothing that was ever going to be better than this.

"You... you're special too," she said, shyly, though her voice likely resounded with the mixture of awe and pride she was feeling, and it took her a moment to even think about how to answer his question.

"It... depends on the person," she said finally. "Some people are really weak, and I just have to tell them once to do something and they do it without really thinking about it - they can't help it. Some people are stronger and I have to use more power to make them do something, but they'll listen to me longer after I do." She nodded her head. "Like, I haven't actually had to order Saul to do something for months now, but he still has to do it."

She was too young to understand the moral implications of what she was saying - it was normal to her to want people to do things for her, and to be happy when they did and annoyed and frustrated when they didn't. Why shouldn't she make them do as she wanted?

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[info]baby_boy
2010-08-26 06:32 pm UTC (link)
"Maybe," he agreed in response to the books in the library. Even if there were, would they have the tools or the skills or whatever? He didn't know Ari that well, but he knew Lily was looking for time to help her out. Maybe now they'd have that time. "I'm sure Lily will do her best to help her," Tyler said.

He missed most of the beaming and the comment about him being special didn't really register. His thoughts had shifted again toward Susan and the others, and he'd become rather fixated on one of the potted trees by the pool area.

He did catch her talking about ordering people around, and the level of power, and ... yeah, it was about what he'd expected with that sort of power in the hands of a small child.

"Do you ever think ..." he trailed off. Maybe in her world it was perfectly normal for young children to order people around. He shouldn't impose his own sets of morals on her, right? But wasn't it his ... authority (self-appointed though it was) to continue to try to keep people safe here? Tyler decided he was too tired for this, and he ran his fingers through his hair. "You haven't ... done that to anyone here, have you? Besides the reavers, I mean. You haven't tried to boss people around here, right?"

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[info]prittyprincess
2010-08-27 01:59 am UTC (link)
She nodded, considering the matter with Ari getting a wand settled. Tyler would look into it, and Lily would help, and Ari would learn magic and not be sad anymore. The matter was settled. Besides, none of it really mattered anyway anymore, because Tyler thought that she was special. That was the only thing that was important.

When he started to get hesitatent about how he phrased his questions, she tilted her head to the side and frowned a bit. What was he trying to say? She hadn't what? She shouldn't what? Did she think what?

"I haven't needed to," she said in confusion when he finally managed the question. Which was true. No one had angered her or annoyed her to the part where she felt the need to use her ability since she had come here - mostly because no one had really bothered to interact with her for an extended period of time. Loneliness apparently did wonders for an attitude problem. Since coming here, she'd just had a general desire to stay on people's good sides, and she did that by not using her power on them. "Should I..." her eyes widened and her frown deepened. "Should I not? Is it bad?"

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[info]baby_boy
2010-08-27 02:15 am UTC (link)
Tyler thought about his words, trying to choose them carefully. "It's ... in some places, it's considered a violation of free will, when someone else orders them to do things they don't want to do," he said. He wasn't sure that was exactly the right way to go about it, but he thought it sounded reasonable enough.

Then again, it had been a long time since he'd been eight.

It was a little disturbing when she said she hadn't needed too. What constituted a need, for her?

"It isn't something I'd really ... use on people here. Most people will help you if you ask them, and ... it'll just be a lot better than using your power on them to make them do things."

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[info]prittyprincess
2010-08-27 05:34 am UTC (link)
She thought about that, shifting sort of uncomfortably. It was a bad thing then, wasn't it? And she was a bad person for having it. On some level she thought that she'd always known that, hence her reluctance to go home upon discovering her hidden magic, but on another level... she was getting annoyed and defensive. Who were other people to tell her what she could and could not do? They didn't know her. They didn't know what she had been through. They didn't care about her at all.

Well. That... that wasn't true. Tyler cared, at least a bit. He'd saved her from the pool after all, and called her special, and even if she wasn't the only one he cared about he still cared a little. And if he cared about other people too, maybe that was why he didn't want her to use her power on them?

"I don't... it doesn't hurt," Lizzy said, suddenly anxious to explain that. "It just... it's just a tug, a need to do that. I don't... I don't hurt people." She kicked at a spot on the ground, and tugged at loose bits on the chair she was sitting on, unwilling to meet Tyler's eye at the moment. "I mean I'll... I'll stop," she said. Or she'd at least try to. It wasn't like it'd be all that different from what she'd been doing up to this point anyway.

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[info]baby_boy
2010-08-27 05:56 am UTC (link)
Tyler bit lightly at his upper lip. "It doesn't hurt physically," he began. "Maybe it doesn't make them bleed. But it hurts their mind, and their ... their emotions," he settled on, unsure she could grasp concepts like 'self-respect'. "What if I told you to do things? What if I ordered you to jump in the pool, at the deep end? Wouldn't you be scared? It might be like that for some people.

"People who want to be bossed around find people who can do that. But most people ... most people don't want anyone else taking away their choices and making them do things," he explained gently.

"Maybe it's different where you're from. Maybe it's normal. But where I'm from, if you did things like that, you'd definitely get in a lot of trouble."

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[info]prittyprincess
2010-08-28 05:06 am UTC (link)
She was kicking at the ground, unhappy that she was getting something of a scolding from Tyler, of all people. She wasn't liking it very much, and wanted an excuse to disappear, to go away, but at the same time did not want to do either of those things because then she would not be around Tyler anymore. It was really very confusing to her. So she just... tried not to listen to the bad stuff while still listening to every word Tyler said. It... worked about as well as you would expect that to.

"Do you..." she frowned, looking at the pool with real fear. "Do you... want me to jump into the pool?"

She really didn't get that part of what he was saying. She truly didn't see how doing something for her was like jumping into a pool for other people.

"People at the castle always bossed me around," she muttered. "And I had to do it. It didn't hurt then. It hurt when Mr. Tony did it. But I'm not like Mr. Tony, I don't hurt, I just tell. It's different." But she was, sort of, in a really vague way, understanding what he was getting at by inadvertently creating her own metaphor for the situation.

She paused, then repeated. "I'll stop." But she meant it a bit more this time. For now, at least.

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[info]baby_boy
2010-08-28 05:36 am UTC (link)
Tyler smiled softly and shook his head. "No, I don't want you to jump into the pool." He wondered if there was a way to make it make more sense to her. "What do you usually tell people to do? Things like clean your room?" He was guessing. Maybe she made people do chores for her or something; what did he know?

He nodded as he listened to her talking about people bossing her around. "Did they use power on you?" he inquired. "Or was it people like your parents making you eat your vegetables and pick up after yourself?"

While he was curious about the story of her kidnapping, he wasn't inclined to pry. It might not be his business, after all.

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[info]prittyprincess
2010-08-28 06:33 am UTC (link)
"No," she said, looking away, though he raised an interesting question. What sort of things did she tell people to do? She never really thought about it. "I tell them to get things for me, when I can't reach it or it's too far away," she said. "I tell Saul to carry me when I get tired of walking, and sometimes just because I can see farther when I'm higher up on his shoulders," she said - she wasn't really able to meet Tyler's eyes right now. "I tell them to stop doing something I don't like, or to keep doing something I do." Tyler would probably be able to fill in any gaps Lizzy couldn't - there was never anything too major, if only because she wasn't really capable of it.

"I tell them to play with me," she said in a quieter voice, more ashamed now, "because otherwise they wouldn't. I make them let us stay in the Inn for free because we don't have any money, and we'd have to sleep in the stable otherwise. I make them give us food for free too, sometimes when we get hungry, but Saul only lets me when we're really desperate cause everyone is always really hungry and some people are worse off than we are and blah blah blah..." she muttered, kicking at the ground again. "But I guess if other people can't do it, it's not... fair that I can."

Even if there were loads of other things that were unfair about her life that she sometimes thought made up for it.

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[info]baby_boy
2010-08-28 06:42 am UTC (link)
It was ... an impressive power, and Tyler shuddered inadvertently at the idea of it in her hands if it continued unchecked. If no one tried to teach her right ways and wrong ways to use it. He wasn't keen on the idea of people like Chase having a power like that, either. Chase was bad enough as it was without the added bonus of ordering people around.

He wondered if it was even his place to try to teach her anything though. The lines regarding that were so very blurred. He was an authority figure of sorts here, but he was self-appointed. He wasn't her parent or guardian, but who was here? If he didn't step in, who would?

Running his fingers through his hair again, he nodded slightly. "Well, as long as you ... know. And can tell the difference between ... when it's right to use it and when it's not," he settled on. There. That was ... something.

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[info]prittyprincess
2010-08-29 07:44 am UTC (link)
She nodded, looking away, and wondering when this conversation had taken such a turn to unpleasantness. But at least she felt like she could walk away from it now, without it being awkward when she ran into Tyler later. She both kind of really wanted to walk away, and really didn't.

Peeking over at him, she asked, "So are you... are you going to stay up here for a while, or are you going to come back downstairs?" she asked.

She thought that she was done with being near the pool - which even at this distance was still pretty scary for her - and she kind of wanted him to come with her, obviously, but she'd go on her own if he wasn't ready to come down yet.

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[info]baby_boy
2010-08-29 08:03 am UTC (link)
Back downstairs, to the mess that was the hotel. To the reminders. Suddenly, spending the night up by the pool didn't seem like a horrible idea. He shrugged slightly. "Think I'll stay up here for a bit longer," he said. He glanced to her curiously before he smiled a little.

"I'll see you later though," he assured her before he turned his attention to the water. Maybe he'd swim a few laps first. Or a few hundred. Whichever. Just something to try to wear himself out or get his mind off things he didn't want to be thinking about.

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