kamala khan (kamalakhan) wrote in incompletedata, @ 2017-12-04 18:25:00 |
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Kamala had been avoiding and ignoring Carol as much as possible since she had arrived her. It was complicate as to why and honestly she wasn't completely sure on her reasoning. she supposed a part of it was that she didn't want to be disappointed. Carol wasn't her Carol even if they were still very much the same person in some ways. She had hero worshiped Captain Marvel forever and had always wanted to be like her. They had talked a couple of times on the Network - when she arrived and during the Hunger Games scenario with them being Squad mates - but Kamala didn't really count that. Well the first one probably did but she was trying really hard not to fangirl over the Network and scar her off.
Then she felt awkward commenting on her posts so she didn't then she started to avoid her cause she didn't want to make things more awkward.
Which was probably making things awkward in itself.
She should have just sucked it up and talked to Carol cause damn it it was Carol and she was amazing but it was too late now.
She'd found some pen and a notebook and had found a quiet area of the park where she could write some feel good fanfiction. They needed it and being here was helpful. Not having to worry about a scenario or fear for your life or others was a great feeling and hopefully it would last for awhile.
There were some people around but Kamala ignored them and they ignored her which she didn't mind at the moment. She did like spending time with people but she also liked to spend tie alone, to explore her hobbies and being around all the other 'specimens' all the time could be exhausting.