You're putting words in my mouth that aren't there. I'm not minimizing it, I'm pleading guilty. And I didn't say I don't feel guilty. I know I crossed a line but doesn't motive matter too?
And I meant apologizing doesn't really make up for killing someone not that I don't see a point or am not sorry. It just feels like something I want to say but, that it's not fair to put on someone I killed. I can't do anything about what happened, but it's not something I'd do again and I'm taking steps to work on it after I serve my sentence.